couldnt get me guitar sold today, typical  its gonna have to wait now till next week.

dammit i’m going loopy without my camera  i miss it soooooooooooo much it was part of my life that much. it mayaswell have been an extension of my hand i used it that much

ah shittybollox. looks like am gonna have to wait at least a week now. gonna wait and see what i get off these odds n ends i’ve put on ebay. cant believe am gonna sell colin mcraes autograph but i got another lol

oh me ebay names the same as this name if ya looking for anything off me on there.

soooooo stus bought me a bottle of vodka to cheer me up. i really shouldnt drink with being on double meds now but fuck it i need something to make me grin stupidly. docs never said nowt against a drink i thought it was probably best i didnt but thats only lasted a week lol

anyone interested in a pretty hohner acoustic guitar? ROFL

i’ve decided to bite the bullet and sell one of my guitars to go towards the ven camera fund  its a shame really, never wanted to sell any of my guitars but i’m thinking i can always buy a new and better one later on. i’m gonna sell my acoustic today, dont wanna cos it was my first guitar and there is no two ways in hell i’m selling my electric not after i’ve customised it to be mine lol

i’ve decided my camera is WAAAAAAAAY more important and if things go well i could have one by tomorrow. I got some other odds and ends of crapola to sell like two printers and a scanner i dont need anymore since i got the fucking good all in one thing. might get rid of my star trek boxsets cos i can always get them back too.

better camera means better photos which will lead to better prints  that could lead to more money and more toys lol  just gonna have to save up to replace me flash and lens after this.

i swear i’m still gonna skin the cunt alive who stole me camera if i find out who it was the bastards putting me thro all this hell

aaaaanyways i’m gonna sort out the stuff i’m gonna sell today so i can go sell it and try to get me a pretty camera....

......unless someone has a spare 400D lying around rofl

i still keep getting outbid for a new camera on ebay even though i got extra money to put on it now. stus being a sweetie and giving me some money towards a bid. it still aint enough to get it on buy it now without any of the bidding hassle  what really REALLY pisses me off about some of these people who bid is the emounts that they bid in are stupid, i saw a second hand 400D going for £410 not including postage when you can get one brand new with extras for £320 including postage  WTF???? how the hell can people just drop that kinda money just like that?? i’d love to be able to do that

is it ok if i scream and yell COCK at the top of me lungs?? lol

stus got it into his head that he wants to learn how to play bass now so hes been on ebay shitloads looking for a good deal on a bass. but hes put that on hold for now till i get a new camera. dont blame him for wanting a bass, some real yummy ones out there lol  and oooo yeah i’ll have my very own bassist  just gotta get him in a band when he can play  

We been sorting thro some old stuff that we still had in boxes and been finding some old gems that might end up on ebay like an almost complete set of star trek fact files, simpons stuff and some other odds and ends. I’ll start putting them on ebay soon might even give a shout on here incase theres anything that ya might be interested in. got a little ebay shop too, just for photos really have a peek-

might do well, who knows lol just gotta wait and see. there aint much on there at the min but i only just started it and i got 1000’s of photos i can add.

right, back to staring at ebay hoping to win a camera........

 i swear i'm going nuts without my camera. i've missed a few awsome shots while out with the dog and that little minolta thing hasnt got the capabilities i'm used to in a camera

grrrrr fecking shitbags who steal things

stealing is one thing i really, really despise and there is no excuse to do it. gah asswipes

i keep getting outbid on cameras on ebay. ok i know i wont get a canon 400D for £70 easy but i gotta try, all i can manage even with a month of saving  if anyone who knows anyone who wants rid of a canon 350D or a 400D and is willing to take pennies let me know lol  i'll snap their hands off for it lmao

theres also still the brand new lens and flash that where on the camera when it was stolen. saved ages for those and sold my old camera to get more money for them and now i gotta try and get them again  lifes a real bitch at times aint it.

i feel like starting the save ven from insanity fund lmao see if i can raise some money for a new camera ROFL  what ya think?

bloody chavs
Current mood: evil

seriously have the little sods got nothing better to do than roam the streets and be pains in the ass? it dont look like it  sitting here minding my own business watching the pretty snow falling outside and BANG BANG..... two snowballs off the window  i know fine well thats just gonna be the first of many today  its freezing cold, its snowing heavy and they are just roaming the streets... WTF is that all about????

they say i got no life..... well i rather be infront of a computer warm, cozy and dry, not bothering anyone that be wandering the streets cold, wet and making trouble. who is the one with no life? answers on a postcard please lol

well, apart from that its been a slow day. cant really go anywhere cos its that bad out there, have a look at this -

looks lovely dont it lol  gonna have to take the dog on his walk out in that soon, i dont mind i love the snow. just wish i had my camera  just have to borrow stus camera for now. its still snowing too so i bet it looks even better tomorrow. if it does i’ll take a photo and show ya all.

oooo the cure, aint heard these in a while. suppose thats what happens when ya got so much music, takes ages to hear it all lol

right i suppose i better get back to being bored, might go bug people on msn or scare people with the webcam on stickam lol, yeah i may just moonie for a giggle now that will scare the locals rofl

hope i get somewhere on the lotto tonight, need some cash. this 88 lines a week for a fiver thing has been a pretty good idea. wish i’d found out about it before. have a peek at this thing -

could be a giggle if ya interested.

anyways i think i might put some maiden on lol

damn its bloody cold today  i knew it was gonna be this weekend but i can still say it lmao  we had snow this morning. yes SNOW  and its fecking windy out there.

stu says it aint snowing in the middle of newcastle where hes working at the min but the house is out in wild hills of the middle of nowhere in sunny chopwell so i wa expecting it to be snowing here lol

to warm me up am making some yummy home made soup for tea  with dumplings in too  and i can hear you thinking if ya cold, put the heating on..... it is on but its still fecking cold lol  

i know what will warm me up, alittle leghumpage ROFL  any volunteers?  lmao

ah well i think am just gonna have to settle with chairdancing to megadeth to keep me warm lol. or maybe put a maiden dvd on, i’ll warm up in no time there lmfao   

ooooo i got my eye on a lot on ebay for a canon 400D lets hope i get it cos i’ll have it in time for the diamond head gig  woooooo hoooooooo for awsome photos if i get it in time

is it may yet? lol

you have no idea how hyper i am for this gig. no reason behind that hyperness.... honest  

i swear i’ll keep my hands to myself.......

......honest!

i not long booked some tickets for me to see Diamond Head york on the 4th may and guess what... THEY CAME TODAY!!! yaaaaaaaaay i cant wait cos they are bloody awsome! gonna have to sing my head off, wiggle my fat arse and do some leg strokage lmfao

do ya mind if i run around like a loon cos am that hyper? lol!

its such a shame that Megawatt Winged Avenger aint supporting them this time ah well i suppose i’ll just have to go see them seperately lol watch out lads cos i may stroke your legs yet hehehehehe

i just gotta try harder to get me a new camera for this gig cos i really really wanna get some more great photos of diamond head.

oh speaking of photos, i just got one in the paper have a look at this- http://www.chroniclelive.co.uk/lifestyle/chronicle-extra

i still can’t believe this lol. its just fecking typical me camera was stolen cos i’d be out getting me more photos.

well..... maybe not today cos its pissing down out there and its bloody windy. only going out there when i need too and thats to walk the dog lol heard theres gonna be snow over the weekend and am gonna be devestated if there is cos i would be out with the camera damn shitbags who stole it rot in hell.

aaaaanyways......

can i say one more time WOOOOOO HOOOOOO I’M GONNA SEE DIAMOND HEAD!!!!! and watch ya leg nick cos i’m gonna be clamped on it